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            </div><div class="content" id="content"><p>今天早晨打开邮箱，收到了哥大生物力学系的关于大四研学的Invitation Letter和一系列的资料，再浏览朋友圈，发现今天是四字班进入清华园的第一千天，突然想起这过去近三年的点滴碎片，写于此处，以为纪念。</p>
<p>之前在我决定自己要去那里读研究生的时候，回想我在钱班走过的日子，写了这样一个回答:</p>
<p><a href="https://www.zhihu.com/question/29867319/answer/167673468" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreffer">在清华大学钱学森力学班就读时怎样一种体验</a></p>
<p>回顾我自己和钱班的故事，在这个回答里面我回顾了钱班带给我的思考和成长，以及给我人生的很多成长的舞台乃至抉择的机会。我以为，我需要从另外的一个角度出发，讲述我自己的故事。</p>
<p>如果说，钱班的我是一个关乎学习和科研的故事，那么清华的我，那应该是一个关乎成长的故事。</p>
<p>时至今日，或许当年如愿以偿来到清华的经历和故事已经被我慢慢的淡忘，甚至很难想起自己是如何度过自己十八岁前特别是高中那三年的时光，不过，至今，我在想，我还是要感激我的高中时光。是这段时间，让我能够最终实现我的那个阶段的人生理想，而且幸运的是，并没有给我带来太多应试教育会给人带来的一些深远的影响。前者，使得我能够走进清华园；后者，却会让我走向新的未来。</p>
<p>很难想象，到现在我不会后悔自己没有加入学生会、团委还有社团；很难想象，到现在我不会后悔我没有参加很多的社工和志愿。</p>
<p>我当初曾对大学有着很多很多的遐想，比如我会读一些什么样的书，认识什么样的人，经历什么样的事。</p>
<p>到现在，我回首往事，想着，大概自己的确是从图书馆里借过很多书，甚至成为了去年我系借阅最多的那个人；我也曾在学堂听过一个又一个晚上的闭馆的歌声，甚至有一段时间，我的所有的资料书塞满了213最后一排靠窗子的那个角落；我也曾在实验室度过一个孤独寂寞的暑假，每天在阅读文献、调试代码中度过。</p>
<p>我终究不会成为我曾经设想我会成为的那个人，走上我曾经想的那条道路，尽管这样的道路已经变更过很多次，但是，我现在才明白，大学的意义，在于发现自己，发现自己所热爱的、所适合的做的事情，以及很多。</p>
<p>我之前不会想到，我的梦想会从成为一个费恩曼式的科学家变成一个特斯拉一样的工程师；</p>
<p>我之前不会想到，我会从工程物理转到力学再转到物理学最后再到力学工程；</p>
<p>当然，我也不会想到，我会在清华遇到那个我将热爱一生的女孩。</p>
<p>这一切都这样发生了，就像骑着单车穿行林荫小道，路旁风景变幻。</p>
<p>是的，在清华的这些日子里，我遇到了太多的的人，你们中的不少人成为了我人生中的惊喜，相当多的人会作为我人生的榜样，很多人成为了我的好友，一些会成为我珍视一生的挚友，很少的人给我产生了重大的影响：谢谢你们，出现在我的生命里。</p>
<p>我曾以为自己是一个愚钝而木讷的人，我现在越来越觉得自己可以充满信心地去学习新的知识，虽然我知道我自己依然一无所知；</p>
<p>我曾以为自己是一个怯懦不自信的人，我现在越来越觉得自己可以自信的去迎接新的生活，尽管我知道自己依然很渺小；</p>
<p>我曾以为自己是一个弱小不勇敢的人，我现在却越来越觉得自己可以迎接生活的磨砺和挑战，因为我知道自己要担当。</p>
<p>一千个日日夜夜过去了，我也要继续开始我新的生活，要是说我和一千天前那个懵懂的少年有什么样的不同和相同，我觉得，不同的是现在有一个全新的理想和深爱的人，相同的是总是有理想前进在路上和相信自己终会得到我所珍爱的。</p>
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